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Jing Pei  

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Just some rambling, I suppose

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 6, 2007, 10:39 PM
"Does it surprise you that much that someone other than you could be lonely?"

That was one of the most accurate, best, awesome quotes EVER! I got it from an Inuyasha fanfic I'm re-reading, in case anyone cared to know that.

But isn't that true? Lately, I've been hearing from a lot of people saying that they're lonely. And truly, it doesn't seem like anyone is suffering from being isolated. But in a way, we're always alone or feeling lonely...in times of melancholy, we never really stop to think that there are billions of people, perhaps even the entire world, who are feeling the exact same thing we're feeling. Isn't it ironic that we're this great big ball of lonely people suffering together, and yet we're dealing with it all our own? I guess it's the problem of humanity. We just take and take from the world hoping to resolve our issues, but we never do because we never really stop to think what the solution IS.

Sometimes I start thinking that I'll stop being lonely if I watch enough anime or if I find a boyfriend who really cares about me or if I hung out with my friends more. But honestly, I don't think that would actually help. We always turn to other people for our salvation and happiness, never actually accepting that happiness comes from within ourselves. We're caught in this state of denial. We've reached Expectations and the Whether Man is not there to help us along out of Expectations to wherever we need be headed. Even as I'm typing this, I know that tomorrow I'll just be the same as always, turning to others for joy.

  • Mood: Pity
  • Listening to: Dou Shi Ni - Guang Liang
  • Reading: Middlesex - Jeffrey Eugenides
  • Watching: Pretty Woman
  • Eating: Popcorn
  • Drinking: Water

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 17
  • Current Residence: Albuquerque, New Mexico
  • Interests: Anime, Manga, Twilight, Harry Potter, Reading, Drawing...procrastinating...AMVs
  • Favourite movie: Edward Scissorhands, Breakfast Club, Coneheads, Spirited Away, Benny & Joon, Moulin Rouge
  • Favourite band or musician: Offspring, Yellowcard, Mandy Moore, Hoobastank, Changin' My Life, Ali Project, Malice Mizer
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk/Pop, Rock, Country, J-Pop, J-rock
  • Favourite artist: Sining Zhou <----so awesome!
  • Favourite poet or writer: Carl Sandburg
  • Favourite photographer: Mallory Kemme <----unbelievably amazing!
  • Favourite style or digital art: Anthro/anime/fanart/...traditional
  • Operating System: Windows XP, Windows 2000, Windows 2000 (chinese), Windows 98
  • MP3 player of choice: My beautiful, wonderful, 2 GB music/video/radio/recorder mp3 player that kicks iPod's ass.
  • Shell of choice: Rough
  • Wallpaper of choice: White
  • Skin of choice: Pale
  • Favourite game: Mario Party 3 <--------and LIFE! that is so fun!
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo 64...PS2...I dunno, I have problems choosing what socks to wear!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Omi from Xiaolin Showdown, and the Powerpuff Girls!
  • Personal Quote: "Excuse me, like...sir? Sir! Pull up your pants!"
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, paper, camera, scanner, and photoshop! I'm poor! I only have PS cuz my dad works at TVI

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Devious Comments

~Queen---of---Spades:iconQueen---of---Spades: Apr 29, 2008, 6:52:45 AM
TAG! YOU'RE IT!

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I am the Queen of Spades, breaking the rules once I learn the game. I am the calm before the storm, hell on the high seas. I tempt the Fates and trick the Furies. I outsing the Sirens and outfly the Angels.

...and I play dice with the Devil.
~Smile-for-real:iconSmile-for-real: Apr 1, 2008, 9:47:31 AM
Thanks for the fav! :heart:

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Love all, trust a few. Do wrong to none.
~Crystaltears41090:iconCrystaltears41090: Nov 16, 2007, 2:18:09 PM
Hi Sarah!!! hehe. I <3 you! I <3 dA!

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98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this in your signature.
~Queen---of---Spades:iconQueen---of---Spades: Sep 26, 2007, 4:19:55 PM
Yeah, it just makes it worse. =/ ugh. i wanted an easy senior year.

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I am the Queen of Spades, breaking the rules once I learn the game. I am the calm before the storm, hell on the high seas. I tempt the Fates and trick the Furies. I outsing the Sirens and outfly the Angels.

...and I play dice with the Devil.
~Crystaltears41090:iconCrystaltears41090: Sep 26, 2007, 4:17:36 PM
Wow, I'm sorry! It's tough missing school. *sigh* If only it could be different, right? I'm pretty much behind on EVERYTHING either way. :(

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98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this in your signature.
~Queen---of---Spades:iconQueen---of---Spades: Sep 26, 2007, 4:14:49 PM
It's cool! So do I. I'm do not want to at all! I'm so going to fail! I missed one day, and I'm behind, and that was today! =/

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I am the Queen of Spades, breaking the rules once I learn the game. I am the calm before the storm, hell on the high seas. I tempt the Fates and trick the Furies. I outsing the Sirens and outfly the Angels.

...and I play dice with the Devil.
~Crystaltears41090:iconCrystaltears41090: Sep 25, 2007, 4:44:26 PM
hehe, pretty awesome!! Not looking forward to that bio quiz on Thursday though...Sorry this took me like...14 days to reply to, I always forget to look here. haha.

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98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this in your signature.
~Queen---of---Spades:iconQueen---of---Spades: Sep 12, 2007, 7:53:30 PM
JING!!!!!!! Hey!!!!! How are you?

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I am the Queen of Spades, breaking the rules once I learn the game. I am the calm before the storm, hell on the high seas. I tempt the Fates and trick the Furies. I outsing the Sirens and outfly the Angels.

...and I play dice with the Devil.
~nor-renee:iconnor-renee: Sep 6, 2007, 10:40:20 AM
Cute gallery! :3

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Inuyasha <3
~porotto:iconporotto: Jul 4, 2007, 2:54:26 PM
thanks a lot for the :+fav:!

:hug:

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~KunoichiKaoru:iconKunoichiKaoru: Jun 22, 2007, 2:13:30 PM
Jing, its FREE HUG FRIDAY!!! *HUG*
Happy Deviant Appreciation Day! <3

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How deep must we cut to reach sensation?
~amytk:iconamytk: Mar 26, 2007, 10:23:07 PM Mood: Big Grin
~hiii! thank you so much for the fav on Pocky paradise :D :D :heart: ~

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But I've never been that sane and I won't start tonight!!
*flinx:iconflinx: Mar 22, 2007, 11:03:34 PM
thankye fer the fave:)
~obtusellama:iconobtusellama: Mar 22, 2007, 10:37:02 PM
thanks for the fav on my pocky :3

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* Ninjas are mammals.
* Ninjas fight ALL the time.
* The purpose of the Ninja is to flip out and kill people.
* Ninjas fly all the time…not like birds, but more like hovercrafts….
=PuddingPie:iconPuddingPie: Mar 18, 2007, 7:34:34 PM
Thanks for the fave xD!

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Mushrooms.
*CatharsisJB:iconCatharsisJB: Mar 4, 2007, 7:15:20 PM
Thanks for the fave!
~Crystaltears41090:iconCrystaltears41090: Feb 27, 2007, 11:34:09 PM
lol, of course...but than again, I DO have like over a hundred favs.

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98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this in your signature.
~KunoichiKaoru:iconKunoichiKaoru: Feb 23, 2007, 4:40:15 PM
Hi Jing! You have awesome taste in art, so I just stole like half your favorites.
Thanks!
<3

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How deep must we cut to reach sensation?
~gazzina:icongazzina: Jan 31, 2007, 11:17:35 AM
hey :wave:
thanks alot for the fav on IRA LOSCO! :aww:
:peace:

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My gallery => [link]
=Princess-of-Shadows:iconPrincess-of-Shadows: Jan 24, 2007, 9:07:48 AM
:smooch: A kiss for supporting my work :heart:

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Lily
~Linkhare:iconLinkhare: Dec 7, 2006, 8:50:35 PM
Thanks for the fav =D

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=mandichan:iconmandichan: Dec 3, 2006, 10:26:18 PM Mood: Joy
Thanks for the fav :D

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~aloisius:iconaloisius: Dec 2, 2006, 9:45:46 PM
thanks for the fav

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i try to shout but nothing came out, at last a drip was eared but i realized it was blood coming from my own hand, a flame sparked and there was light
i woke up and realized its only a dream...
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~Ery-chan:iconEry-chan: Dec 2, 2006, 5:55:11 AM
thanks for faving :*